May 30, 2021
For a couple days now I've been mostly dread free, even less analysis paralysis than usual. I met with some beautiful people and I didn't go mad with shame. Maybe what I thought was scar tissue is still bleeding flesh. On the other hand, my bedroom does smell a bit like vomit and I don't really know what the source is. I am still surrounded by half-starts and half-ends all mismatched. As I said to the GC, I just need to slow down.